Seasonal depression is nothing new to me. Certain times of year remind me of the pain I have experienced in years past. October 2019 was a very painful month.
This is the time when things took a turn for the worst. The events of late 2019 and early 2020 led to my hospitalization in a mental health facility.
This was a dark time when I first began to seriously have thoughts of suicide. One thing that is important to remember is that not everyone who is suicidal wants to die.
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