self-sabotage.The painful, icky, messy loop that becomes more and more ingrained in you. So deep that you don’t even recognize it anymore.
It’s on auto-pilot and it’s running you.The reason you haven’t been able to break free?Fed by fear, each time you try to take the first step and maybe even the second, all alarms sound.
You try to free the loop, but it’s new. It’s scary. And your body isn’t ready for it.All cells assemble and the unrest that occurs as a result of the contradiction between your goal and your body takes over.
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