I have had major depression since I was a child. I started drinking in college and I was able to interact with people for the first time.
It was great and life changing. Until it no longer helped. My therapist advised treatment. But after treatment my depression still was crippling.I went to meetings and stuck with therapy.
I made friends and had a best friend for the first time in my life. When newer antidepressants came out I tried many and found they helped a lot.
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